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  Champagne Kisses , Hörbuch, Digital, ungekürzt, 116min

  The Christmas Eve wedding Evan Cleary pulled together in four weeks is crashing down around him and taking his fledgling event planning business with it. With an empty altar and over a hundred guests arriving soon, he turns to the resistant, gorgeous brother of the runaway groom for help. When Richard Patterson's flamboyant brother storms out hours before he's scheduled to marry his equally dramatic partner, Richard is left dealing with the fallout. The last thing he wants is more drama, yet he can't deny his attraction to the effeminate event planner trying to salvage the wedding. Evan thinks his crush on Richard is a lost cause, but one steaming kiss later, he learns different. What starts as a night of hot sex turns into a connection neither expected. But Evan knows their relationship is hopeless unless the ultra-conservative Richard can embrace every part of him - both in private and in public. ungekürzt. Language: English. Narrator: Tobias Silversmith. Audio sample: https://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/074239/bk_acx0_074239_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.

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  Splintered , Hörbuch, Digital, ungekürzt, 420min

  A string of murders targeting effeminate gay men has the GLBTQ community of Chicago on alert, but budget cuts have left many precincts understaffed and overworked. Not to mention homophobia is alive and well within the law enforcement community, and little has been done to solve the mystery. When the FBI calls in Special Agent Todd Hutchinson and his team, the locals are glad to hand the case off. But Hutch finds a bigger mystery than anyone originally realized - 17 linked murders committed in several different jurisdictions. Hutch's clues lead him to Noah Walker. Working on his PhD in forensic psychology, Noah has been obsessed with serial murders since he was a child. But coming to Hutch's attention as a suspect isn't a good way to start a relationship. Noah finds himself hunted, striking him off Hutch's suspect list but not off his radar. To catch the killer before anyone else falls victim, they'll have to work together, and quickly, to bring him to justice. ungekürzt. Language: English. Narrator: Rusty Topsfield. Audio sample: https://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/035301/bk_acx0_035301_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.

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  See Me: Lightning Tales, Volume 3 , Hörbuch, Digital, ungekürzt, 311min

  Adrian DeSoto spent most of his time in high school being bullied and beaten up, simply because he was perceived as gay. Always slight, effeminate, he was the perfect victim for guys like Martin Cavanaugh, one of the high school jocks. When it all got too much, Adrian was faced with two options, one more devastating than the other. Eleventh grade saw a new Adrian, one who hid his fears and pain behind a mask in a bid to survive. Eleven years later, and Adrienne is one of the top drag acts in Orlando. She's fierce, funny, and exuberant. A face from the past gives her a shock, and after that there's only one thing on her mind - revenge. Marty Cavanaugh has a particular kink. He loves it when a drag queen goes down on him. But that's as far as it goes. He won't admit to himself what's under that tight fitting dress. And then he meets Adrienne and his whole world goes into a tailspin...Warning - Contains men in drag, honey! You have been warned. ungekürzt. Language: English. Narrator: Joel Leslie. Audio sample: https://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/087669/bk_acx0_087669_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.

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  Charmed Life , Hörbuch, Digital, ungekürzt, 351min

  Grace has it all. Of course, it's all courtesy of her Hollywood father. The best clothes, biggest house, a huge bank account and despite the fact she exceeds the age of 30, she has quite the career as a 'B' movie starlet.   However, all that changes the day she and her best friend witness a murder.   Under the direction of the FBI and the Witness Relocation Program, Grace and her eccentric, effeminate designer friend, Freddy, must leave their lives behind and start afresh.   For their protection, they are immediately uprooted. They are forced to trade their big houses and pampered existence in Hollywood for a mobile home and jobs at the local bargain store in a small town in Ohio.   It is a comical transition as they leave their princess lives behind for what they call the nightmare world of being ‘everyday'.   Starting over has its advantages. Through their new lives, along with their new eclectic group of friends, Grace and Freddy soon learn that being rich isn't always the secret to having a charmed life.   ungekürzt. Language: English. Narrator: John Bell. Audio sample: https://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/112959/bk_acx0_112959_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.

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  Sissy Maid School Part II: Sissy Maid School Training Series , Hörbuch, Digital, ungekürzt, 51min, (USK 18)

  Welcome to Course Two of your sissy maid training academy. By now you should be incorporating some of your sissy maid duties that you learned from Course One into practice throughout your daily life. So far you have learned the proper way a sissy maid dresses, how to properly curtsey to your Mistress/Master, and the proper way a sissy maid cleans her dishes. You are well on your way to making your dreams of becoming a proper little sissy maid a reality. In Course Two you are going to be learning how to have a tea service, the proper way to dust your house, cleaning the bathroom like a real sissy maid, how to properly set a table for dinner and much more. After this course you will have plenty of daily, weekly and monthly sissy maid tasks to work on. Course Two should not only help you become more effeminate but it should also serve as a reference guide during your entire sissy transformation. ungekürzt. Language: English. Narrator: Audrey Lusk. Audio sample: https://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/032433/bk_acx0_032433_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.

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  A Brief History of Oversharing: One Ginger's Anthology of Humiliation , Hörbuch, Digital, ungekürzt, 375min

  Musings from a “one-man flash mob” (Toronto Star) Comedian Shawn Hitchins explores his irreverent nature in this debut collection of essays. Hitchins doesn’t shy away from his failures or celebrate his mild successes - he sacrifices them for an audience’s amusement. He roasts his younger self, the effeminate ginger-haired kid with a competitive streak. The ups and downs of being a sperm donor to a lesbian couple. Then the fiery redhead professes his love for actress Shelley Long, declares his hatred of musical theatre, and recounts a summer spent in Provincetown working as a drag queen. Nothing is sacred. His first major break-up, how his mother plotted the murder of the family cat, his difficult relationship with his father, becoming an unintentional spokesperson for all redheads, and ̶m̶a̶n̶d̶y̶ ̶m̶o̶o̶r̶e̶ many more. Blunt, awkward, emotional, ribald, this anthology of humiliation culminates in a greater understanding of love, work, and family. Like the final scene in a Murder She Wrote episode, A Brief History of Oversharing promises everyone the a-ha! moment Oprah tells us to experience. Paired with bourbon, Scottish wool, and Humpty Dumpty Party Mix, this journey is best heard through a lens of schadenfreude. ungekürzt. Language: English. Narrator: Shawn Hitchins. Audio sample: https://samples.audible.de/bk/ecwp/000542/bk_ecwp_000542_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.

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  Mask of Duplicity : The Jacobite Chronicles, Book 1 , Hörbuch, Digital, ungekürzt, 791min

  Following the death of their father, Beth's brother, Richard, returns from the army to claim his share of the family estate. However, Beth's hopes of a quiet life are dashed when Richard, dissatisfied with his meager inheritance and desperate for promotion, decides to force her into a marriage for his military gain. He will stop at nothing to get his way. Beth is coerced into a reconciliation with her noble cousins in order to marry well and escape her brutal brother. She is then thrown into the glittering social whirl of Georgian high society and struggles to conform. The effeminate but witty socialite Sir Anthony Peters offers to ease her passage into society, and she is soon besieged by suitors eager to get their hands on her considerable dowry. Beth, however, wants love and passion for herself and to break free from the artificial life she is growing to hate. She finds herself plunged into a world where nothing is as it seems and everyone hides behind a mask. Can she trust the people professing to care for her? ungekürzt. Language: English. Narrator: Rosalyn Landor, Will M. Watt. Audio sample: https://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/144167/bk_acx0_144167_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.

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  Raising My Rainbow: Adventures in Raising a Fabulous, Gender Creative Son , Hörbuch, Digital, ungekürzt, 370min

  Raising My Rainbow is Lori Duron’s frank, heartfelt, and brutally funny account of her and her family's adventures of distress and happiness raising a gender-creative son. Whereas her older son, Chase, is a Lego-loving, sports-playing boy's boy, her younger son, C.J., would much rather twirl around in a pink sparkly tutu, with a Disney Princess in each hand while singing Lady Gaga's "Paparazzi". C.J. is gender variant or gender nonconforming, whichever you prefer. Whatever the term, Lori has a boy who likes girl stuff - really likes girl stuff. He floats on the gender-variation spectrum from super-macho-masculine on the left all the way to super-girly-feminine on the right. He's not all pink and not all blue. He's a muddled mess or a rainbow creation. Lori and her family choose to see the rainbow. Written in Lori's uniquely witty and warm voice and launched by her incredibly popular blog of the same name, Raising My Rainbow is the unforgettable story of her wonderful family as they navigate the often challenging but never dull privilege of raising a slightly effeminate, possibly gay, totally fabulous son. ungekürzt. Language: English. Narrator: Lori Duron. Audio sample: https://samples.audible.de/bk/adbl/018231/bk_adbl_018231_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.

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  Encore , Hörbuch, Digital, ungekürzt, 537min

  A Blue Notes novel Cool kid violinist Roger Nelson doesn't give a damn about anything. Wannabe conductor John Fuchs is awkward, effeminate, and just figuring out he's gay. Despite their differences, they become friends - then lovers - and after college, they try to make it work. But it's the 1970s, and Roger can't bring himself to admit he's gay. Worse, after his brother is killed in Vietnam, Roger tries to live up to his memory and be the perfect son. Then after suffering one tragedy too many, he makes the biggest mistake of his life: Roger pushes John away. Through the years, they dance around the truth and in and out of each other's lives, never quite able to let go. Twenty years later, Roger still carries the pain of losing his dream of a brilliant career with him, while John is a superstar conductor with a wild reputation. John's off-stage antics get him plenty of attention, good and bad, though deep down, he wants only Roger. Finally determined to hold on to what really matters, Roger asks John for another chance, and when John panics and runs, Roger has to convince him to listen to his heart. ungekürzt. Language: English. Narrator: Andrew McFerrin. Audio sample: https://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/046903/bk_acx0_046903_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.

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  Flaming? (eBook, PDF)

  Male-centered theology, a dearth of men in the pews, and an overrepresentation of queer males in music ministry: these elements coexist within the spaces of historically black Protestant churches, creating an atmosphere where simultaneous heteropatriarchy and "real" masculinity anxieties, archetypes of the "alpha-male preacher", the "effeminate choir director" and homo-antagonism, are all in play. The "flamboyant" male vocalists formed in the black Pentecostal music ministry tradition, through their vocal styles, gestures, and attire in church services, display a spectrum of gender performances - from "hyper-masculine" to feminine masculine - to their fellow worshippers, subtly protesting and critiquing the otherwise heteronormative theology in which the service is entrenched. And while the performativity of these men is characterized by cynics as "flaming," a similar musicalized "fire" - that of the Holy Spirit - moves through the bodies of Pentecostal worshippers, endowing them religio-culturally, physically, and spiritually like "fire shut up in their bones". Using the lenses of ethnomusicology, musicology, anthropology, men's studies, queer studies, and theology, Flaming?: The Peculiar Theo-Politics of Fire and Desire in Black Male Gospel Performance observes how male vocalists traverse their tightly-knit social networks and negotiate their identities through and beyond the worship experience. Author Alisha Jones ultimately addresses the ways in which gospel music and performance can afford African American men not only greater visibility, but also an affirmation of their fitness to minister through speech and song.

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